i'm missing home..

suddenly.. recently..

i really badly started to miss home. everytime i talk to mum n dad n brothers or close friends in Msia, i miss home even more. i just feel like flying straight back home n hug them tight tight n spend all the time i want with them. how i wish i was home now..

but before i can even dream of flying home, i'll have to go through the nightmare of finals and packing up n moving stuff n settling documents n issues for 2nd year. oh my...

why is home so unreachable now?

i have histology control exam tomorrow. and i'm just thinking of home. sigh.

mummy daddy, david, samuel, stephen.. i miss you all so much
judith, gavin, soon ying, joyce.. i miss you all too.

home is where my heart is now.

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Happy Birthday Jasper

Last Saturday, 18th April, was Jasper's birthday. so we had a surprise makan lunch for him. and of course, there was food. everyone chipped in to cook.

let's start the food roll.. haha.

first, we had 2 cakes. both also cheese cake. 1 made by Ming Yee, and the other by Isabel.

VERY VERY YUMMY!!

by Ming Yee

by Isabel

then we had bread pudding. made by me n Gan. YUMMY!!


we made 4 bread puddings altogether. a record man. haha.

some chicken, dunno what name. lol.

satay chicken

butter chicken

omelet

mixed veggie

cabbage

Tom Yam soup

oh ya, and Red Bean drink by Charmaine and Valynne and Chien. didn't take a pic.

And of course the people that made it all possible..

we 1st years.

Jien Wey, Ming Yee, Jasper, BC

Hope you enjoyed it Jasper!!

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Easter Party

I know this is kinda outdated, but i'll just post it as an update :)

A day before Easter, on 11th April, Sat, we Pushkin MF had Easter Party. About 50 ppl came. A big hand to those who organized. We had food of course, which was Sharon's special Hakka Chicken Rice and Sizzling Sambal which was reli yummy. and not to forget, Saac's forever seeked after Bread Pudding and Vashni's Iced Lemon Tea.

We had games, praise and worship, sharing by Andrew Kok and the treasure hunt that made us all running around in Pushkin Compound looking for coloured eggs with clues on it.


Happy Easter!! Remember, Easter is everyday. Jesus is Risen!! All Glory to Him.

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Happy Birthday dear Brothers.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

To My Darling Brothers.
SAMUEL & STEPHEN

Chatted with them
and even cut their birthday cake together with them live,
thanks to Skype.
Here are the photo shots i took of them.
Miss everyone home so so much.

Left: Samuel; Right: Stephen

aiyar, too bad my elder bro moved his head,
so can't reli see him.

They were rushing to pack for Church Family Camp tmr,
so didn't get the chance to chat with them for long.
But it was already good enough i got to watch them cut the cake.
First time we did it over skype. haha.

Dear Samuel & Stephen,
Happy Birthday, i've literally said everything i wanna say in the card. Have a very Happy Birthday and i really really miss u both so much. And i know u miss me too, kekeke. Thanks for being the best brothers in the world. Love u both so so much. Take care. And i look forward to seeing you all in June. God bless u and all the best in ur studies :)

-Lotsa love from ur sis in Moscow-

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When I say... "I am a Christian"

by Maya Angelou

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!

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footprints in the snow.

spotted this on my way to class during winter. and i quickly took my phone and snap a pic of it. i think there were ppl staring at me that time. haha. but who cares.. it was quite some time back, wanted to post it here but didn't get the opportunity to. and now i finally did. haha.

i find this so cute. some bird footprints together with dog footprints. awww.. imagine if they were walking together, it would just be perfect. =)

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Home.. Heaven..

Psalm 46:10
"Be still and know that I am God."

things happen for a reason, they don't just happen. God didn't say that He wouldn't give us problems, but He promised that He won't give us problems to big for us to handle. sometimes, we don't understand why this and that happened, we ask God why.

I know,
Losing a friend is hard, i don't doubt it, and i know how it feels. but you gotta be strong, and know that she's in a much better place now, HOME. Heaven. And, you'll see her there one day. Be strong. God is in control.

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officially sick..

came down with a really bad throat yesterday. couldn't resist coughing. felt feverish coldish but thermometer shows no fever, however, when i consistently took my temperature, it was consistently rising from 35 to 37. i hope it doesn't turn into a fever or not it's gonna just drain me out. and i can't afford to fall sick with Easter Party tmr and control exams next week. anyone has some magic medicine? lol.. anyway, chill la. i'll be ok.

anatomy for the week is done, but there's more to come. though i didn't get the marks i expected, i know i still need to work harder. after all, it's not about the marks, it's about the knowledge to be a good doctor in future. as for general chemistry skills test, i don't know what will happen next, but i know God has his plans. the wrong unknown cation that day has a reason. and not being able to get the unknown anion also has it's reason. i'm just going to do what i can, and leave the rest to Him.

next week, histology. GAMBATEH!! i can do it. jia you everyone.

take care everyone. missing u all loads.

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busy week ahead.

this week:
3 control exams

1. Anatomy - Respiratory System & Urogenital Organs
2. Latin - Clinical Terminology
3. Russian Language

next week:
1 control exam, which is the first Histology control exam


hmmm.. i'm getting lazy.
studying Urogenital Organs now. suddenly got bored. haha.
this is so random i know.
i'm bored. lolz.
oh ya, for those who dunno, urogenital organs consists of the urinary organs, and the male & female genital organs. hahaha...

i miss Malaysia n everyone back home, and the food :(

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