i will..

whatever it is,
whatever the outcome will be,
i will accept it all,
with a grateful heart,
knowing that i am not alone.

everything else doesn't matter.
but only the right heart matters.
i'm sorry everyone,
for whatever trouble or worries i have caused.
i will continue to run the race.

whatever the result may be,
whether or not i get the avtomat,
or need to face finals,
it will still be a blessing.
i will still prepare,
as if i was going taking finals.

whatever the marks will be,
i know i have tried my best.
so long as i study to my very best,
it will still all be worth it.

for i know,
the marks do not matter.
it's the knowledge that you have for the future.
though it may be hard to accept it at times,
studying in an education system,
which the word 'fairness' doesn't exist,
i will continue to learn from it,
no matter how painful it can be.

i will continue to put my trust,
in Him alone.
for He knows the future,
and He knows what's best for me.
whatever it is,
i will continue to give in my all.

thank you, mum dad, bros.
thank you Judith, Soon Ying, Gavin.
thank you cousin, James (gege).
thank you Charmaine, Chien, Peh Yee, Gan, Lynn..
and everyone else.

sorry for all the trouble caused.